Tomorrow I am jumping out of a plane from 12,000 feet to raise money for The Pilgrim's Hospice in your memory Dad... People keep asking me "Are you excited?", "Are you nervous?", etc... The truth is I feel absolutely nothing at all. Nothing. Not excitement, not nervous, not apprehensive..... Just NOTHING. I wish I felt something, anything, but I don't, I just miss you. Life feels pretty empty at the moment, and I miss you like crazy.